賈瑟琳。

It's been 11 days since I've returned to Taiwan.

I am unable to recall what I had done within these days.

When I woke up in the morning, lots of agenda needed to be run and done. 

I went to supermarket and traditional market with my aunt to purchase plenty of food for Chinese New Year.

I cleaned my house and threw countless bags of trash out.

Trust me, COUNTLESS bags of trash...

I have to convince myself that my mom has to work so that she has no time to tide the house.

I fought hard with my jet leg b/c I got up at about 5-6 am and tried to stay awake in the afternoon.

Wow...Iit looks busy, uh.... 

I even didn't check my email and facebook for a while.

My Apple hasn't been turned on b/c  of wireless problem and my low energy.

Without my Apple, I have low motivation to manage myself, my life!

Now, I have to readjust to life here ASAP.

Now, I have to get used to my brother's PC ASAP.

Now, I have to have Jocelyn get back to normal ASAP.

Now, I have to calm myself down and be still..and this is no ASAP.

This is "has to" and "just now!"